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0 Valentine’s Day has a way of making love feel loud. Restaurants fill up. Flowers become currency. People rush to prove something, sometimes to others, sometimes to themselves. And in all that noise, I have realised we rarely pause to ask the most important question of all.
Not who do you love.
Not how much do you love.
But how do you want to be loved?
It’s a question I didn’t always know how to ask. For a long time, I thought love was only something you showed by being constantly present, always available, always reachable, always there. I believed that if you truly cared about someone, you made time no matter what. You showed up, even when it cost you something.
That belief came from experience. From loving deeply. From giving honestly. From being the one who checked in, who cared loudly, who stayed even when things became unclear. I thought that was what love demanded.
Until I asked her.
It wasn’t during an argument. It wasn’t even a heavy moment. It was one of those quiet conversations where you’re not trying to impress each other anymore, you’re just trying to understand.
I asked her whether she expected the man she loved to be available all the time.
She didn’t hesitate.
She said she didn’t expect constant availability, because life doesn’t work that way. People have responsibilities. People get busy. People disappear into their own worlds sometimes, not because they don’t care, but because they are human. What mattered to her wasn’t constant access. It was communication.
She believed that love didn’t mean demanding someone’s time whenever you felt like it. Love meant being informed. Being considered. Being told, “I won’t be around now, but I’ll come back to you when I can.”
That answer stayed with me.
So I pushed further. I brought up that popular saying we all hear, that if someone truly loves you, they will always make time for you, no matter what they’re doing.
She didn’t completely agree.
In her view, love wasn’t about forcing time out of moments that didn’t allow it. It was about understanding when time could be given freely and meaningfully. Love wasn’t proven by interruption, but by intention.
That was when something shifted in me.
I realised how often we confuse love with access. How easily we mistake availability for commitment. How we measure affection by response times instead of honesty. And how many relationships collapse under the weight of expectations that were never discussed. What she described wasn’t cold love. It wasn’t distant love. It was secure love.
The kind of love that doesn’t panic when silence appears. The kind that trusts intention more than performance. The kind that allows two people to exist fully without losing themselves. That conversation forced me to reflect on my own experiences.
I have loved with everything I had. I gave my time, my care, my patience, fully believing that if I showed up consistently and wholeheartedly, it would be enough to hold things together. I did what I believed love required. Sometimes it was enough. Sometimes it wasn’t. And when it wasn’t, the confusion hurt the most. Because in my mind, love was meant to be simple. You care. You show up. You stay.
But love, I’ve learned, is not one-size-fits-all.
Some people feel loved through constant presence. Others feel loved through reassurance. Some need words. Others need actions. Some need space, not because they are running away, but because that is where they grow best. The problem is not loving too much. The problem is loving without understanding how the other person receives love.
Valentine’s Day often celebrates the grand gesture. The surprise date. The expensive gift. The public display. But real love is built in quieter moments, when two people are honest enough to ask difficult questions and patient enough to listen to the answers. That’s what stayed with me from that conversation.
She didn’t ask for perfection. She didn’t ask for constant attention. She didn’t ask to be placed above everything else. What she wanted was safety. Honesty. Consistency.
A love where two people could grow individually without drifting apart. A love that didn’t rush, but also didn’t leave room for doubt. A love that understood that being busy didn’t mean being absent, and needing space didn’t mean withdrawing care.
And I realised something else too.
Love isn’t just about how deeply you feel. It’s about how clearly you communicate. It’s about asking before assuming. It’s about listening without preparing your defence. When I look at love now, especially around Valentine’s Day, I see it differently. I no longer see it as something to perform or prove. I see it as a shared understanding, built slowly, protected carefully, and sustained by honesty.
So if I had to ask that question again, not just to her but to anyone, I would ask it gently, without expectation.
How do you want to be loved?
Not so I can impress you.
Not so I can keep you.
But so I can meet you where you are, not where I assume you should be.
Because love, when it is real, doesn’t demand.
It listens.
It adjusts.
It grows.
And sometimes, that quiet understanding is more powerful than any Valentine’s gesture could ever be.
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The writer is an online journalist and a freelance graphic designer with The Multimedia Group.
